Volunteer Reflections
What I've Learned ... and The Gifts I've Received By: Megan
As I sit here on this cold December day ... with traces of snow still lying on the ground ... I think to myself, "Am I really in Buffalo?" Although the sun is out and it appears to be warming the world around me, it is still extremely cold. "I'm really in Buffalo?" The answer to this very troubling question is ... YES! And I'm thrilled to be here! Despite the cold weather, and snow ... I am having an amazing time.
I feel so fortunate to have this wonderful opportunity. The Diocesan Service Corps has really enriched and changed my life. I know that sounds odd ... a program changed my life ... but it really is true. This time last year, I was living in Oregon, living in my wonderful little apartment with all my extra gadgets and toys, going to school, and working. I never dreamed that I would have moved to Buffalo, New York a week after I graduated college.
When I found out about the CCSC, I actually stumbled upon it accidentally. I was graduating from Oregon State somewhat unexpectedly a year early, I didn't have any significant or wonderful job leads, and I had no idea what I was going to do once I had the diploma in my hand. When I saw the posting for the CCSC, I was ecstatic and wanted more information immediately. I felt like this was "my calling". It sounded like a wonderful opportunity to gain valuable experience in the field of social work, as well as a great way to travel. At that time, I had no way to know what other wonderful things I would gain from my time in New York this year.
As part of God's divine plan, I was moved to Buffalo. I now call our "little green house" home, and the three wonderful people I live with my friends. What was I so worried about? Why was I questioning God's plan? He's always right ... and He was right this time too! This year has taught me a lot about myself ... some things I was hesitant to pay attention to ... and many I things I wanted to ignore. It's hard for someone to challenge you, and it's even harder when it's something you don't want to acknowledge about yourself. I feel like it was such a wonderful gift that I was given to be living with three very strong, intelligent, loving people. I've learned that it's okay to make mistakes, people will accept you anyway. I've learned that it's okay not to control everything, other people are capable too. I've learned how to trust people, without becoming completely vulnerable. I've learned that sometimes saying nothing really is what someone needs to hear. I've learned that I can make God a part of my every day life and be proud to share that with everyone. I've learned that money and material possessions don't matter as much as I thought they once did, what matters more is what you possess inside ... no one can take that away and that really determines who you are. I've learned that serving other people brings me happiness and joy and satisfaction.
It's amazing to me the experiences I've had, the conversations I've shared, and the things that I have learned in the three short months I've been here. I am so fortunate to be sharing this experience with Christina, LaWanna and Ken and I look forward to the many fun times we'll have together. I already know that the things I've learned won't leave me when my year of service ends in August. These are gifts that will remain with me always. But more importantly, Christina, LaWanna and Ken will remain with me always too and they are the gifts that I am truly blessed to have received this year.